Saffron and White

I seem to be moving amidst only two colours - Saffron and White!

On 18th I came from Pune after meeting the Swamijis in Ramakrishna Math and being with the Sansyasinis for two days in Sarada Math on 17th and 18th December. On 20th left for Bidasar and then visited the Jain Vishwa Bharati University at Ladnun, in Rajasthan. I stayed there and was with the Sadhwis and the Samanis for two days.

On 18th November 1991 i had a dream, can't say weird but unusual and different. How do i remember the perfect date? In those days i used to write diary very regularly but did not preserve them all. When i joined Vivekananda Kendra i put all my previous life written in the diaries to fire and moved ahead.

Even these diaries had the same fate! But before discarding them i removed some of the important pages according to me and preserved. After some 10 to 12 years now read these pages again as i kept remembering this dream on and often.

So on 18th Nov.1991 i had dreamt of many Jain Sadhvis in white garbs. In dream too i was surprised to see them as i had no connection with anything named Jain! I saw that the incharge of their group was asking me to come along and join them. The most important part was that my mother was packing clothes for me to leave with them.

I kept wondering even the next day that actually when i should be seeing the sanyasin didis from Sarada Math then why was i seeing these ladies in white garbs? Have actually written it in diary.

But when Sudhir was very sick and i was in my most difficult phase of life, apart from my mother & brother  the help came only from the Jain family and even later whenever i was in any difficulty may be while travelling or any other matter it was always some or the other Jain family!

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